HEAVEN

(escapril day 11- heaven/hell)

Sometimes, I wonder when heaven will come
And sometimes,
I wonder if it ever will
Most of the time, I feel cold
Like a sad song on a loop
The kind that slows your heartbeat
Until you think it might stop
Because,
Every day I disappoint myself
And wonder when something
Might make me feel again
Because,
Maybe this is heaven
But I don't feel it.
Mostly,
Because I don't feel you.